yeah.....that sucks

At first this whole move out and get on my feet thing was gonig to work but now, I dont know. I am staying in Freehold (capital of nothing) with my "friend" John. But Im thinking of alternatives to staying here. But honestly I dont really have noplace else to go if I leave here. All my shit is at home in Franklin Park and I dont even have house keys. The only keys I have are Tamika's. So what am I going to do. I have been applying to places around here but I only got one call back. Looking for a job is hard because it takes a lot of work and you never know which applications are a total waste of your time to fill out. Also I dont know how long I will be here with John. Hopefully not much longer. Would it be better to leave and go to JC and live with Tamika and look for a job that way? NO because I dont have a computer and she doesnt have any room. But she does live near NYC and would be willing to put me up for now I guess. Maybe if I schedule a week or so of interviews I can do it like that. Right now Im very scared though. Once Im out there I am all alone. At least when you have a man or something you dont have to worry about being fucking HOMELESS!